Yes I did that but a thought has come to my heart that I am worshiping Allah because I know he is the source of my worldly success and I am not his good servant or sincere about my relationship with him as I can not keep out the want of the world from myself. I doubt it that this is a result of any enlightenment , nor am I disillusioned about my state and stature of Iman. Rather I think this is a Shaytani waswasa .