I am 15 years old and a practicing Muslim, and I have been one all my life. I recently decided to become more religious and start reading the Quran more often, but the more I read, the weaker my belief in Allah became, I am sickened to say now that I no longer believe in the existence of God, I still pray and do everything a Muslim does but when I pray I feel like I am just moving and nothing else. I can not help but to have these feelings and I came here looking for someone to convince me that God exists. I know that if there is a God, it is Allah. But here are the reasons for my sickening feelings: The Quran always says, that the mountains were placed on the Earth to stabilize it, but this is 100% incorrect scientifically. The Quran always says that Allah raised the sky without pillars, but wait a minute, the SKY doesn't exist, the sky is nothing, there was nothing raised, we went to the moon, there is your proof, we went to mars, we went further than the SKY, the sky is a direction like north/east/west it doesn't exist. The Quran always says that Allah brought rain from the sky, but we know that rain comes from condensing water, we know every single step in the formation of rain and we can predict when it will rain, doesn't that mean we are predicting the actions of Allah? The only reason people believed in the Quran is because it was 1500 years ago and their faith became so strong over the years. 1500 years ago ask someone, where did the sun come from, he would be speechless and believe in god. Ask someone where did rain come from, he would be speechless. How about now, we would say rain comes from condensation, the sun is a star formed by the big bang just like all the other stars. the shariah law doesn't make sense to me. All this stuff was easy to believe 1500 years ago but now? People just built faith from scrap. Science explained the world, religion is just causing war and messing up my mind. If God exists why can't it be proved, it is NOT my fault that I don't believe in GOD, what is the point of sending your message through humans and making them convince people, if you are convinced you go to heaven if not hell. I feel soooo horrible writing this, someone please help and convince me that god exists.