[shinesw]

Many a people have left their faith and come back and those who don't live in the bitter reality of their decision with no happiness, contentment or peace of mind, the concept of the you being welcomed out of your faith with open arms getting rid of the burden of backwardness and turning a new leaf to success is an illussion, islam is a way of life which is why it is so complete from every concept of a persons life, a person is either submitted to his Lord or his nafs and shaytaan, homosexuality is a disease of the heart which like many other conditions of the heart such as extreme lust, passion, pride etc.if weaned in the right manner can go away and the heart can become cleansed if these illnesses are encouraged to spread their roots their evils will manifest themselves more in a persons life, everyone has these illnesses for some in the shape of homosexuality or even worse pride. A person is not born homosexual nor is one punished or sinning only when he agrees with the concept through action.

You say Islam is backward though I feel you are more refeclective of your own personal experience, if the way of life of the 7th century prophet is more advanced then what should we follow, if the way of the 7th century tells us to do istinjaa, and the atheists of the 21st century don't even know how to wash their backside then what should we follow, if the messenger tells us to treat our wives well and be romantic to them and be respectful to them and the atheist of the now tells his wife he loves her but kisses other women, is free to have an affair and divorces his wives without correct procedure or respect. If the messenger tells us to wash our hands before and after eating and the liberal tells us do what you want, if the messenger tells you to wash yourself after you have relations with your wife, if he says to serve your parents and liberals put them in a care home, the messenger showed love to the youth, learn knowledge, love for your muslim brother what you love for yourself, eat together as a family, to feed the poor. These gems are there and the more we follow the better our life will be. Islam is a whole way of life from which there is no alternative for yourself everything else is a mixture of this and that of culture and desire.

My advice is humble yourself, lower your pride and hurt over your experiences and turn back or you shall be swept away with no intention to come back, imaan look what is imaan. Imaan is worth more than to sell it cheap for a couple of minutes of this life of satisfying some carnel desires.

TURN BACK, as many have done in front of my eyes because there is nothing there, there is nothing there, every sin has a taint of kufr and to be a total kafir is total loss in this life and the hearafter.

There is no alternative to the Quran where is the alternative to the message of the Quran there is nothing comparable in its beauty, its message, its eloquence what is there Newtons book of physics, or poetry. Nothing compares why did the arabs say to messenger you a poet and when the Quran was to much for their poetry you are a magician, the liberals have no match for the Quran they don't look at the arabic they always work on the translation then to rubbish you off to look bad they say your backward, an islamist, a terrorist.

I could go on and on there is no alternative.

Remember islam is not in need of anyone, islam is a blessing of Allah so humble yourself and take the gift being offered to you. Many of the worst people become muslims because Allah is not dependent on anyone to give guidance e.g. sent his messenger to the arabs instead of the jews.

TAKE THE GIFT

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