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so Peach, you leave Islam because you feel that Islam controls and forbids you from doing whatever you want, and now you feel liberated?

Which part of you is liberated? Your intellect? Or your desires?

If you say it is intellectually enlightening for you to leave Islam, that's just absurd as all the evidences point to Islam being the truth. All the signs of social upheavel are pointing to the coming of events which were told by the Beloved Prophet 1500 years ago. All the signs mentioned in the Quran are being discovered one by one by the humankind. And not even science can disprove it, especially when science itself is still is a moving goal and just relative in its nature.

Got a question for you. Since you said you studied and knowledgeable about Islam, I'm sure you've read about all the signs pertaining to the coming of Qiyamah (small and big). My question is, regardless about the signs are small or big, why didn't the events turn out differently from what was told by the Prophet ? There are myriads of paths for actions by the people from the generations of the Prophet to now, but why didn't the human actions take a different path from what was told to us by the Prophet ? It's easy for one event to turn out right from a "prediction", but to have a 10 out of 10 "predictions" to be right would have a much smaller probablity. And more so for 50/50.

If you say you feel fresh and liberated after leaving Islam since you can do whatever your desire/lust wants, well, Islam is supposed to control the human's desire or lusts. But do not be mistaken about "self liberation", as the real free man or woman is the ones who are free from their desire (materialistics, lusts, etc) for they can clearly see the reason why they are here in the first place. Those who can't will be drowned in the worldly wealth/desires. The ironic is, the deeper they are drowning, the more they will try to cling to their worldly wealths and desires.

Allah Knows Best.