Bismihee Ta'aala Asalamualaikum Dear Brother, Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Not saying that you are, but just a general statement to all of us. However, if you are thinking about it then please instead of doing it talk it out with us over sunniforum. Trust me everything happens for a reason and insha Allah everything will get better. Remember that Allah (SWT) tests those whom he loves. Don't think that whatever you may be going through cannot be overcome. Have faith in Allah (SWT) and insha Allah will work out. I apologize if you are just want to the answer out of curiosity. However, it doesn't seem like it from the way you worded your question. Remember we are all here for your brother.