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Asalaam, i am new to this forum, i need sum help in purifying my heart and soul

i go to ida academy in leicster and i love the way Shaykh Mohammad Saleem Dhorat delievers biyaans, they have a real affect on me allhamdulillah, but i feel i'm lacking sumthing inside alot, i feel my heart is diseased and my soul is filthy, i understand the respected Shaykh is a spiritual doctor, but i would be grateful if any bros who are his maureeds would tell me how to go about asking Shaykh to be a maureed, and what are the benefits of purifying soul and heart.. soz if this neva made sense

JazakAllah