[theonsushv]

I am grateful that you signed up just to say something. I didn't even know people joke about this kind of thing. I havnt made this decision up lightly it has taken me over a year to do. In that time I tried and pushed. It was the one of the hardest years I have come across. I have no benefit in trolling about something like this it's pointless.The West? I went for help I searched and begged and got nothing they just left me to die. West is bull****, there health agencies, their support agencies all bogus. They are not people. This is why I lost hope on man aswell, they are worse than animals. I've seen wild pigeons who are more faithful and caring.

I'm sorry for having triggered anger in your mind with my post. You didn't address the rest of my post, though- you seem to be seriously depressed and need help with that. The disturbed sleep cycle is a symptom and will only make you feel worse mentally and physically.

I'm extremely sorry to hear what you went through, but I hope your life improves in the near future.

Don't make any drastic decisions, you need time to heal, sometimes it takes a very long time. You're still young and I promise you that there will come a time when you are better.