[Marinausa]

SALAAM to all .. I basically needed some advice... I just turned 18 and currently studying Alevels .. Insh'Allah my aims are to do well and go to uni.. and get into a good course such as medecine or some other science based course. I want a good job which pays good money so that I can look after my mother who is a single parent.. they work throughout the week very hard for me and my sibblings and there life is hard but alhamdulilah.. I dont know how but alhamdulilah they have been given the strength my the Almighty Allah paak to carry on doing so...

my main aim in life is to become succesfull.. for my mother so that they can go in retirement, and I can be the breadwinner and they can just relax.

Right now at this moment of time.. I am surrounded by sinners and sins.. I know its all down to me but these temptations are very hard.. im not the best of muslims but I am trying to refrain from these bad sins as much as possible also I am trying to ''change my ways''. I think one big key think is having a wife.. and I know Im young etc and my hormones are flying allover the place.. but having a wife means that theres someone there who you can trust and talk to and rely on.. also it helps u to refrain from sinning. I personally think that if I were to get married Allah knows best.. that It would help to stay away from haram relationships and other bad things big time or at least I think?? !! but the issue I have is.. I do not work.. I am in fulltime education and my mother bless there soul pays for everything.. so how can I get married? Alhamdulilah we are kind of finacially stable ''a bit'' but too have another head in the house is difficult. So the main issue is money.. I cant afford it.. but too be quite honest I know or at least I think that theres no way around this.

what do you think??