[indahouweres]

Assalamualikum bhai (brother).

This is a forum where people from different nationalities and backgrounds come. English is the common language understood by the majority in this forum so please write in English regardless of which your mother toungue is.

Also please avoid using text language. If you can write "motivate" then I am sure you can write "If" instead of "f" and "any" instead of "n e".

And with regards to your problem, I am not wise enough to give any solution. Just keep praying and living your life the way a Muslim should be living. And remember me in your prayers too.