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asalamoalikum
bro the only solution to ur pbm is "shukar". actually shaitan is making u hopeless from Allah swt so that u do kufur and na-shukri. remember allah swt says if u wana count allah swt favours, u cant. so make shukar for that. even if u have no legs, no hands, no eyes (wordly favors) be thankful to allah swt that u can excrete easily. if u are most sinful. u dont do salat, do all bad, even be thankful that Allah swt has blessed u with kalma and shadat, otherwise we are not able for that.
keep in mind when person thanks allah swt for his favours, he increased them and if he shows ungreatful behaviour and wording, then he deprive person from that favours. so dont think its just normal u r complaining against him.
i remember some wording like that, though dont remember source, there was a person who got some disease and he start complaining. Allah swt says i put him in good health fro years and he never thanks for it and now just for few days i put him in test and he start complaining.
one a person go to an aalim and says ho do regularly dhikar but heart is just not benefited from it. he says be thankful to allah swt that he allow his dhikar on ur tongue, if u do shukar for that Allah swt on shukar increase his favours and insh ur heart will be start benefitting from it.
so plz be serious and careful in such words. but i request u should change ur user id.
hope u got.
wasalm