[Cyncceply]

sister, from the bottom of my heart i wish i had the ability to keep quiet and avoid dispute and overlook things. because when i die, i will not benefit from a waste hour of arguements. I will benefit from keeping myself busy with beneficial things. I advise you to stay how you are inshAllah and focus on seeking knowledge of islam, aiding the deen, building a family etc. The amount of time wasted on futile discussions makes me feel sad ive lost that time. Im totaly opposite to you and it doesnt bring me any peace or benefit. i envy such a noble characteristic and advise you to keep hold of it inshAllah. Wallahu a'lam