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Sister Rainbow,

I understand your situation and the emotions you go through, which are quite normal in the contemporary world.
Please judge us by our intentions, you might not like some views or replies here. But do understand that if the
people here did not care for you, they wouldn't have written posts with such great length. Take the best posts with
you and contemplate on them. If you have any questions, then please come back we will try to help you.

Currently I'm an uni student and my last exam is starting in a few hours, so I'm out of time to give a detailed reply.
When I come back tonight I'll answer a few points you raised and I'll also tell a bit about my own experience.
I went through the same situation.

Even more important is to study the Deen in depth, which every Muslim should do.
Only then you'll grasp the Cosmos of Islam and every element within this Cosmos is carefuly defined and integrated into the structure of our society.
Islam is still that which you thought of it to be and even more but you need to study.

I will compose a list of books and good articles for a good intro into Islam tonight, which you should absolutely read
if you want to make this journey. Please bear with me.

Your brother in Faith,




(94:5) Indeed, there is ease with hardship.
(94:6) Most certainly, there is ease with hardship.