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There is no need to thank, I would greatly appreciate it if you follow the advice
the brothers and sisters gave you here. And read the books I recommended.
They will change your life, like they changed mine by the Will of God.

Before I forget, the first Islamic lecture I listened to more than a year ago was 'The purpose of Life - Jeffrey Lang'.
That lecture inspired me to read more and start practising.
Dr. Lang speaks about his experience and journey when reading the Qur'an.

Here is the link, please do watch all 17 parts: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AE8LVsCPQcs

Another lecture; Pillars of Islam is also good material to listen to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1QwC-h3AVg

May Allah guide you in your journey sister.
Please consult this forum everytime if something is not clear, and do not give up hope.

~Believers, be steadfast, and vie in steadfastness, stand firm in your faith, and hold Allah in fear that you may attain true success.~ The Noble Qur'an