wa3likum salam , shiekh i dint fight for anything , everything except religion was given to me. i am allowed to play cricket whole night but no 'qiyam' in markaz on Shab e juma. Why ? because this is not the right age to do all this . 'Sher jab burha ho ke kamzori ki waja se shikar karna chor deta hai to hum yeh nai kehte ke sher me taqwa agaya hai But alhamdulillah deen is easy , even if we make sincere touba in the last part of our life , Allah will forgive us. BUT . death can knock any time of the day