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... i became a little jelous that , there are people who love the prophet more than me ...

Dear Teeny Weeny,
I follow suit brother Gabriel-even this sinner is jealous that you love beloved Prophet(PBUH) so much!
lol .. I know i dont deserve to see the holy Prophet (PBUH) ,brother .... You do. It was not voluntary to see him is dream-Allah(SWT) willed it.
I am a big loser in life (yeah i am) i ruined my parents peace of mind , my studies , my social life .... Come on! Ignore these thoughts. (Of course do not hurt parents in any way, be responsible in studies and social life.)
(but im really a smart kid , no doubt abt that ) Thank Allah(SWT) for this, be humble about it and use that to be obedient to Allah(SWT)
whenever i feel like giving up , the dream replays in my brain .... something keeps on telling me " you are not everyone else , you're special c'om ! c'mon ! " , Sometimes i feel im destined to do something great (and i really wanna do) because the privilege of seeing and talking to the prophet doesnt come to any stupid person .... Thank Allah(SWT) for this, be humble about it and use that to be obedient to Allah(SWT)
I wanna do something great for ISLAM , Maybe winning Multiple Nobel Prizes and bringing an educational revolution in the muslim ummah ,.. i want to see our brothers and sisters , going and winning those Nobel prizes ,, not those jews .. Ameen to the duas inherent in this.
Wassalam