Brother شعيب محمد and Brother pluto: I don't want to take medicines simply because I don't think they will help, they might change the chemicals in my brain or whatever it is that they do, but I don't know if they will get to the root of the problem. For me, I feel that this whole thing has started because I've just stayed stagnant with regards to my religion, I haven't tried to get to the next level or improve myself, so perhaps, the solution to all of this is to try and improve my faith and taqwa Insha'Allah?