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Assalam alaykum,

I have noticed that students with this afflictiom have it more intensely during their breaks because they temporarily lose what structure they had in their lives.

I believe that you have a clinical case of OCD. In the short run, you need to see a psychiatrist and get on some meds because of the intensity of your symptoms. Please do that.

You know that Allah SWT is in control of the universe. Whether the bus crashes is His Divine Decree. He knows we are imperfect and I believe He makes allowances for that. You should do your wudu and salat one time only without repeating them. If you understand a passage in what you are reading, studying, or reciting, move on to the next. Put the results of the matter in the hands of Allah. Remember that Allah is the Forgiver and He wants our Deen to be easy.

Wassalam

no disrespect but sister PLEASE IGNORE THIS POST.

I dont think you have anything psychologically wrong with you, and meds from the kuffar will ruin your life. Please try to deal with the situation with some like minded people and try to work on it before going near any meds or kafir phschiatrists. What is akafir going to say when you tell them you keep repeating your wudhu and salaah? They will probabily try to make you abandon islam. Please do not go to the kuffar in this instance. I have been through similar problems and they are solved by being strong ad [utting precautions in place. I really believe you can get through this inshAllah if we all put our heads together and figureout a good plan. Pleas edont go to the kuffar for help and definitely dont take no meds, i know people who took meds and it ruined their lives. A lot of thos meds are experiemental and serioulsy hazardous to your health.

I dont believe there is anything wrong with you, mashAllah you are a sincere and decent sister who just need ssome good adice and some pepole to talk to and listen to who understand you probelm inshAllah