Leave Godot for the time being. You will have to brush up on your literature for that. Stick to your study of hadith. The name that you have taken seems to be mistaken. Wasn't it srdamad? Even I felt very bad later. Its an excess of anger that I have been battling since childhood and nowadays nothing seems to bring out the worst in me than the wholesale takfir that some people indulge in. If I come across the brother again, I will apologize to him, Inshallah. By the way you should have been extremely disappointed at what I did. If my Shaykh were to come to know, he would be. Wasalaam.