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Dear Brothers,

Thank you all for the advice I do try to remind myself that allah has a purpose for this but the problem is i am worried of losing my resolve because my soul has taken so much defeat. I always used to tell myself that allah has set these trials for a purpose and remained kind to my fellow human, I have tried to friend the meek and weak people, give charity and be happy for people when they have succeeded. And above all I have tried to remain constant to our faith but I am worried that I do not have the strength to carry on like this, my life just seems to get harder and harder. And after all I am a mortal man I am not like the prophet Ayub or Mohammed and have not been bestowed the strength and will to carry on like this indefinitely. But all I can do is pray to Allah to release me from these pains.

I guess I have to come this forum because I feel lonely and have no one in the world to talk about this :-(