Brother Dawud, Why not put your energy in doing dawah to non muslim under the guidance of a scholar. Your zeal to propogate is commendable but I feel it is missplaced. You are white convert and people can identify with you easily then us asian. So why not try to inculcate the qualities of daiee (waking up for tahajud salaat at night and being soft and measured responsed and gentle). With harsh word you can't break the door but with soft, gentle demeaner and speech you can melt the heart of a ardent enemy. The key thing is always under the guidance of a seassoned scholar, living locally. Allahualam