[Ruilnasr]

as salaam alaikum brothers,

this is my first my post in this forum. I am really confused with my life. last two years was really hard time for me. Everything went wrong. I always try to pray to Allah and ask for his mercy. I don't drink and I always try to save myself from bad deeds. I live in a place where halal food is hard to get. That's why stop eating beef and chicken. i always try my best to help people but i don't know why life is getting harder for me. I am trying to get a job for last two years. but I couldn't find one. I went through serious financial crisis. also because of this, i couldn't concentrate on my study. I went through situations when I didn't have a single cent with me. I never had big ambition and desire for wealth. At first, I was praying to Allah, asking for my basic needs and also seeking for his mercy. then I thought, probably I should not ask for anything which relates to our needs. I don't know why the almighty Allah is so unhappy with me and punishing me so badly. I have no hope and I am tired of this life. Please suggest me, how should I pray to Allah and how can I get his mercy. Please help me out.