ONE BIG PROBLEM Iam too ashemed to talk to a alim. My father know every singel alim in the town! You may have right brother, the Need to forget the secret love. I need the bring the rest of my life with an idiot. ARGHHHHHHH. I hope Allah gives me a reward as a martyr. A martyr sacrifices his life for Islam and I sacrifice my life to follow Islamic law. Greeting from a sad brother