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Asslamuwalaikum,

I am Irshad. I was a very frank person. Also my zodiac sign is Gemini and it is said that Gemini are talkative. But someone said silence is better according to Islam and I became very silent. Now I feel like speaking, doing masti with my collegues but I just stop myself for cause of Islam. I feel if I speak I might go beyond boundaries.This made me more reserved and I started going away from people. I don't like to share anything with them. My facial expressions also do not remain normal. It changes to something to which people feel I am rude but I am not. It may be because I don't laugh much as it is is said if we laugh loud our heart gets hard. So my facial musscles don't get exercised. Also I have become very emotional in this way. Leaving in this way is coming between me and my relationship and career. I do agree that Islam is important but I don't understand how far I should remain in this manner. I am unable to understand how to deal with this situations. Please help.
JazakAllah for your kindness.