Hi, i am young Muslim , the reason i am posting my problem here is people with age and experience might give me a better solution . i am only 25* when i got married* got forced in to arrange marriage which was never my cup of tea but anyhow i was forced to see this girl .. right on the spot .. while i was at my wifes house the it was decided in 20 minutes that the engagement is going to take place soon when i went back home i told my mom that hey its too soon etc... and i am not ready in whatever way financially mentally etc etc they told me they will help me out etc. To cut the story short i was emotionally black mailed in to this my mom didnt eat or talked to me 3 days i had to say a yes.. Honestly i didnt see the girl ..i caught a glimpse of her neither i was attracted to her.. but anyhow in 2 weeks engagement day was there≥. Which transformed in to a NIKKAH ! no one told me about it .. my mother thought it was a good move .. and on the day i was getting engaged it turned in to a nikkah .. i was really upset.. after .. that 6 months i called this girl and we dated.. i was not really happy .. not really interested .. or i dont know we didnt really connect. after 6 months i move abroad and a year or so passes by i come back and get married*i been talking to her on the phone* spent hardly 2 months.. didnt had "SEX" because she was to uncomfortable or she wasnt ready or i dont know what i didnt forced it. Plus everything seemed so fake so unreal anyhow i move back after 5 months i come back now i am living with this girl and its not really working out we dont have a good sex life i dont really enjoy it we dont mentally connect we fight all the time i know shes trying i know i am trying its just not working out shes a very very very nice person i love her for trying and i am not really attracted to her but its not working out i dont have any complains or what so ever except we dont really connect I am a muslim , i dont want to make a stupid mistake we dont really connect shes so nice.. she doesnot deserves a guy like me she deserves some one who can make her .. feel loved give his best Genuinely unlike me .. i try but its FAKE i dont know what to do i dont want to be a bad guy i dont want to play with her life her emotions i think i made a big mistake i know i should i have stopped it in the beginning but i thought i will fall in love she will grow on me i dont want to be a bad-ie i dont want to do something stupid .. Any suggestions brothers and sisters