You talk a bit harshly but I honestly think it is because you are frustrated out of concern for me. Jazak Allah khair. Brother, it is a compulsion. I think if I dont answer aqeedah questions I would become kaffir so I feel compelled to get into such things which Allah swt wont ask me about because I worry all thevtime. I know the basics of aqeedah and beyond that, but shaytan tries to trap me in different ways. Please keepbme in your dua so that I may get better.