aslam o alikum i m getting rude and harsh day by day even somtime with my teachers when they asked irrelevent Q even i dnt want to be and when i spoke my words then i feel it ......and same as i m not practising deen as i was be4 sometime i think i shld die coz i dnt want to be disobedient to any1...... and i m like now a days far far away for deen i try to read or listen islamic books and bayans bt it does no affect on me can any body help me regarding this how shld i control myself i really need some good advise