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assalamu alikum ,myself Ijaz from Singapore ,during my college days i go in tabligh,i was imprssed by them ,but whn i entered the world of internet ,initially i added guys in my name then with beard ,then tabligh guys etc ,many times i result in confict with tabligh brothers in internet ,i still remember one guy who is still not replying to even my salam,sry my prblm is I still go in tabligh ,i graduated my M.S in Mech engg in NUS Singapore ,i applied for phd,so tablighibrother's taskeel me for 4 months so i went for 4 months,but i lost my phd i didnt get admission,thn tablighi brothers said ALLAH will giv better than this and alsobe with your beard ,but still now i cant find job even i have good academics and also my parents r complaining that it is because of my beard im not getting job ,people say ALLAH test you,why he has to test me and put me in depression by not giving success ,i stopped even praying salat ,i listen to music,if people say everything happens by ALLAh,then me not praying salat and listening music is also from ALLAH,then how can i get ppl say ALLAH loves me when he puts me in doing sin ?