[DoctorTOneery]

Why is that?

Good question, pretty much because I .. how do I say this, dont like being a person ( human ). Now dont get me wrong im not some emo-self cutting daypire. I dont want to die but I wont care if it happens. To me, I feel as if Ive seen everything this mundane planet has to offer and unless the human race focuses more on space travel there really isnt much going that I would consider exciting and worth living for.

Life on Earth is stagnant and unexciting, theres nothing new to see, at least from my vantage point. I often feel I was born in the wrong century or something. I always feel like a triangle trying to fit in a circle is how I would sum up my time on this planet. This is mainly why when someone passes I cant help but to feel a little jealous or envious even. Death and dying is something EVERY single living thing we know of has to do, its mandatory so why fear it ? From people who claimed to have been back from a NDE , they say it was utter bliss and that all your cares dissapear and you are in a total state of nirvana, that sounds wonderful to me. No more stress,no more bills, no more people judging you on what you have instead of who you are. Yes this sounds great,.