[NicolasOL]

Crabbi you are right, and I am sorry for the comment. I was getting emotional at the time. I didn't elaborate this on a previous post. I am happy if this thread helps a single person.

Truthfully, I started this thread because I was scared about confronting my illness with conflict that I have around me on the home front. I am very appreciative of this forums support in the matter. It has helped me conquer this fear and helped heal.

I am not however a good forum writer. Or knowledgeable as of yet to offer martial art advise or comment unless it is illness related. This is my last post so I can concentrate mentally on my training and belt testing coming up.

Thanks again, the forums upfront sincerity and candor is overwhelmingly appreciated.

Sincerely,
Danette