[gastabegree]

yeah..I know school is first and foremost..but to me there are other aspects, because my parents don't financially support anything that i do.. I have to think will i even be able to afford going to school full-time and working part-time..which I probably will not be able to do. If I had the financial means I wouldn't have to think twice bout this, but because for me it's always a struggle I have to make sure I can even afford this school to even go there right now.

And yes, I have fallen in love with Kendo it just sux to start something and like it so much only to find out that I probably can't continue wit it till later