You did, and I was actually touched. I just wish you wouldn't look into my wallet so much. I bitch a lot, because over the past decade I've seen most of my friends make many times what I do. Yet I persevered in my chosen profession, because it is exciting, dynamic, and honorable. But at some point, I have to make some money for my family... and maybe even some for myself. Frankly, I'm tired of not buying strawberries because they are too expensive. I'm not looking to get rich. I want to have a nice house, a couple of cars, and enough money to put my kids through school and college, as well as supporting my parents, for whom I'm a retirement investment. I also have loans to pay off. The prospects of getting to the end and having someone throw "well, you don't need to make money cause you wanted to help people" in my face pisses me off, and if you can't figure out why, I really can't help you understand.