JazakAllah Khair for the reply. Oh Insha Allah I'll repent again sis. But I've done this so much I'm beginning to feel like a real hypocrite too when I'm repenting I can even hear myself repeat te same words I've done before and I just feel so ashamed thinking how can I repent yet again after saying those things and knowing I shouldn't. I know that's just shaytan so Insha Allah I'm going to try my best. Each time I've made a firm intention and Dua that from this very moment on I'm changing my behaviour. And then I slip up and go through the same thing again