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If there's anything more you wanna say, say it, it'd help you feeling lighter. All this makes me think...do you have friends? Real friends who you can talk on a very personal level?

What makes you think your mom encourages you in seeking a boyfriend?

I've seen such cases and believe me, the only solution I can think of is for you to get married.

Leave your past behind. Get married. Leave home.