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**offemyJuccete** · 01-10-2012, 02:17 AM

If there's anything more you wanna say, say it, it'd help you feeling lighter. All this makes me think...do you have friends? Real friends who you can talk on a very personal level?

I've seen such cases and believe me, the only solution I can think of is for you to get married.

Leave your past behind. Get married. Leave home.

But I was really out of line though. Im lying in my room trying to understand just what happened. I just hate myself so much. I wish I could go and just talk to my mom and tell her I'm sorry.

I'm seen as a bad smell and I deserve it. I don't what came over me. I feel like when things go wrong that upset me and I try to keep calm it all explodes and goes horribly wrong.

I recently fell out with some of my long term close friends so right now I've got friends but no one to really talk to. And definitely I don't want badly about my mom to anyone who knows her. It's a long story with my old friends. I've tried to patch things up but it didn't work. I can't even express how lonely I feel but then I know Allah is always with you. but how can I expect good things after just shouting at my
Mother???! I have no right and my sister just told me too I was really wrong and went too far!

EDIT: I edited some things as I felt like I had revealed too much about my mom who is someone I do really love dearly but at the time I was so upset I started venting.

01-10-2012, 02:17 AM	#4
offemyJuccete Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 426 Senior Member	If there's anything more you wanna say, say it, it'd help you feeling lighter. All this makes me think...do you have friends? Real friends who you can talk on a very personal level? I've seen such cases and believe me, the only solution I can think of is for you to get married. Leave your past behind. Get married. Leave home. But I was really out of line though. Im lying in my room trying to understand just what happened. I just hate myself so much. I wish I could go and just talk to my mom and tell her I'm sorry. I'm seen as a bad smell and I deserve it. I don't what came over me. I feel like when things go wrong that upset me and I try to keep calm it all explodes and goes horribly wrong. I recently fell out with some of my long term close friends so right now I've got friends but no one to really talk to. And definitely I don't want badly about my mom to anyone who knows her. It's a long story with my old friends. I've tried to patch things up but it didn't work. I can't even express how lonely I feel but then I know Allah is always with you. but how can I expect good things after just shouting at my Mother???! I have no right and my sister just told me too I was really wrong and went too far! EDIT: I edited some things as I felt like I had revealed too much about my mom who is someone I do really love dearly but at the time I was so upset I started venting.
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