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Alhamdulillah sister MercyofAllah. I read your post and it is really beneficial to me. I'm going to start following all these advices given Insha Allah and let you know. I think having an online journal would be really great to get things off my chest.

I have apologised to my mom and we spoke about stuff. Insha Allah I am going to do my utmost best to avoid argueing. I feel like I've gotten another chance again Alhamdulillah.

I want your advice on something though. My family is not as strict regarding halal food. ESP things like chocolate are all just considered okay. We recently got chocolate that is halal according to the Hanafi madhhab (it had calf rennet) but this isn't permissible according to the Shafi madhhab. We end up arguing all the time and I have been told not to interfere so I don't. But then they serve this food to other Muslims and when I speak up each time we argue and I've basically been told to not get involved. So today in front of me they were eating said chocolates and I couldn't say anything because I wasn't sure how to speak up without causing a fight because each time it gets really bad. Is this a sin on me?? What do I do??? I just sat and watched feeling horrible. At least it wasn't haram meat and is something halal in some madhhabs but I still felt awful