[Esmeralfaf]

Imaan is a light from Allah. No amount of information load would be useful unless the information is under the light of Imaan. It is only with this light that you taste and appreciate the information you read and listen on Islam.

So to obtain this light you need to first of all make sincere dua to Allah and also seek refuge from satans wisperings. In addition you should sit and associate with ulema of zikr and the light of the imaan would pour through them onto you. Those who gone through periods of doubts are lucky in the sense that they can "taste" imaan. Knowing the taste requires going through absence of taste just as light cannot be aappreciated without darkness. You may have felt this breeze of nature that that makes you feel everythig around you is beautiful and in peace. Similarily Imaan is mike a breeze where you'd suddenly feel that everything is clear right there infront of your eyes all the time and for some odd reason you didnt feel it before. You'd want to fall in prostration and cry and magnify Allah's praise

Finally,if you have some intellectual questions or dilemmas that you need answers for, perhaps you can ask here and we could help by answering it in our capacity and help dismantle the intellectual blocks. If your engaging in some debates, then you should know that you should engage in one only if you have the capacity and knowledge to do so. Ignorant cannot guide the ignorant. Either way, now since your already there, we could inshallah help if you have some really fundamental question that effects the basis of your submission to Islam.