"I know you are but what am I"? When I translate the underlying theme of your message, the impulsivity and level of maturity leads me to suspect there was childhood trauma. I suspect you were a victim of bullying or perhaps parental abuse. You may interpret any perceived critical evaluations as an attack. Perhaps when engaged in intellectual discussions, you may see opposing points of view as personally hostile much the same way. With trauma like that, chemical lesions can form which disrupt the normal flow of receptors. If you have ever tried medications and had unexpected or unsatisfactory results, this can perhaps be the reason why. A chemical lesion is not like a physical bruise. They can be treated. But often times requiring long periods of subtle adjustments with low dosages, routine imaging scans, and nutritional monitoring. I'm offering some suggestions more for the rest of us that are subjected to you. Your experience may not be terribly unfulfilled at present, but your behavior (as I mention before) does conform with many anti-social disorders that many would find difficult to deal with. I've had much experience dealing with individuals who have suffered traumatic brain injuries, suffer from mental health issues, and can be general pains in the butt. I'm in more of a position to do a public service now that I possess helpful knowledge.