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Suicide is painless
It brings so many changes....

Er, that's nonsense, but to my mind it's the most selfish possible act. It assumes that no-one at all cares about you, which the suicider (is this a noun?) may feel, but is very rarely true. You may feel as though everyone has let you go, but truly there will always be someone who still believes in you, whether it be your analyst or your parents (far more likely). Feeling this way just means that you don't understand what influence you may have on other people, who will still care about you however much of a **** you may be. To destroy their happiness as well as denying yourself the possibility of ever having any is despicable. Never give up - this is the only life you'll ever have so make the most of it while you can, however bad things may seem. Feeling lonely and depressed? There are thousands of women who love men like that, just as there are thousands who will love egotistical, fat, stupid, whatever, men. Love is the drug, as the Charlatans once said (sorry Muricans, but they're a Brit band who've played on your side of the pond plenty of times), so why give up until you've felt it? Try everything once, and if everything disappointed you then commit suicide, but I'll guarantee that something will make you feel wanted, and worthwhile, whether it be religion or a whorehouse.