[Karpattaisp]

I think women see me at work, and they see how good and confident I am. And I am. I'm simply the best. It's possible they have never met a man as smart as me. . Holy god, I'm one arrogant sob. But I do this on purpose. I used to not have confidence at my job, and my work suffered. It took years of experience to get this confidence. And I'm not going to risk throwing it away by being humble. I've always struggled at keeping my confidence up, and so I will build myself up.

Now if that confidence could translate into other things involving you know what, that'd be nice. But being good at work, and being good with women seem to be two different animals. I like to think there isn't any one thing I can't fix or service- except women.

edit: I forgot to say what she said when I pushed a service light and told her I need service. Well you can guess what the response was. I know I shouldn't flirt at work, but she started it! . I know I'm playing with fire. I can't blame her entirely for flirting with me, as I respond to those and set up those situations. I have to put some blame on myself. Now if I could find something cold to put down my pants in those situations. Or just stop setting them up. It's like a drug, I can't stop doing it.