[tousuarshatly]

~ What, you're afraid you're crazy? Sorry, 'mentally deranged'? Ooops... 'Ill'.
Darling, following your path is what you were created for. Just as everyone else.

Schizophrenics hear & see things that to them are tooo real & deter them from dealing with reality. You're coping with reality. {Well, what we all agree is such!}

Don't worry about what your friend in her concern says.
If she seriously loves you she will encourage you & understand. Eventually.
You have not posted ever a 'crazy' thing.

You are sane.
You are a wonderful person!
You will find your path & walk it with wisdom & grace.