[Dildos]

On 7 March 2006 I suffered a massive heart attack and "died" on the table. I remember watching the doctors work on me and seeing the one grab the paddles and tell everyone to clear. I remember trying to tell him "No", and even tho he seemed to look my way, I was jolted back into my body with the shock. It wasn't long enough for me to see the light but I am still curious. I know that at least part of me will go on, I'm just not sure to where (I don't mean heaven or hell. I believe that hell is actually some of the situations we go thru here!)