[KojlinMakolvin]

Welcome Skelosia.

I'm sorry to hear of your problem. My partner and I have suffered miscarriage, I know how disheartening it can be trying for a baby. But the more into buddhism you get, the more it can ease your mind. I found the easiest way to get into buddhism is with the meditating. The path you eventually take on your spiritual journey will open up and be your own. Only you will make the decision thats most comfortable with yourself. There's plenty of ways to meditate, lots are on here in various forums. Thats the best way to open the door, after that whatever feels right to you will be your best aid.

Don't feel that you have to rush into a solution. Slowing down and calming the mind is very important. Good luck in your journey, there's plenty of help here! (Defo better than my advice anyway!)

Chai yen