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I appreciate everyones advice and encouragement from my thread about asking if I am too immoral to be a Buddhist. I now know from what I have been told by you guys that I am not too immoral to be a Buddhist.

I have a question though. I was afraid of asking it on the previous thread, because I was worried that it would go unnoticed. I am sorry if i'm putting too many threads out there. I will stop after this one for a while.

I cursed by saying something like "f Buddha" or "f Buddhism" and I threw my book from what I remember. My question is would Buddha forgive me for saying "f you" to him?

I know that I can learn more about Buddhism and eventually become "Buddhist" because of the helpful answers I got from my previous post about possibly being too immoral.

I am just wondering if it is possible or logical for me to be able to love the Buddha and learn Buddhism after using profanity against Buddha and Buddhism.

If this is repetition please forgive me. I just have a lot of anxiety. Is my seeking forgiveness guilt from when I used to be a Christian?

Thank you for anyone who has read this.