[Heliosprime]

Thank you. I will make sure to look at the link you gave me tomorrow. I am very tired. I am sorry. I am about to go to bed. It is early now where I live but i'm just super tired .

Thank you. Your comment made me feel better. I just didn't know if someone who has hated the Buddha or Buddhism like how I used curse words about it could become a Buddhist regardless of having that in their past. I just feel guilty.

If think I should feel guilty please let me know. I don't know enough about Buddhism to say absolutely how I should respond. Since Buddhism isn't about sin and punishment I probably should just forgive myself and forget about it? I don't know. If you have any ideas about that or if anyone else does I would really appreciate it.

I am very thankful for all of the responses and I will look at that link that you sent me tomorrow Kaarine. Thank you very much for your time. I am sorry if i've repeated myself.