[Hpdovoxm]

Hi , Aloka-D,
sorry again that it takes so long to reply but i have been v busy .

yes, as u described, not holding on to experiences, this is exactly what i try

to practice in my complete dissociation, the self is not this (experience), the self

is not that (experience) . Not thoughts or feelings or imaginings or self reflections

or anything that seems to arise in conciousness, + as u probably well know there are

many + sundry types of experience that can arise into cons's to distract it + mainly

we get somewhat caught up in some of the more exotic + beguiling forms of exp' that

may come our way + which will disturb the inner concentration. But to reject all these

+ return to dissociation from them is the way i go in my deeper 'meditations'. Even if

one experiences the self as all incarnations at once , one must dissociate from this

also as not self. There are no expansions or conditions or experiences that cannot be

ultimately dissociated from. + on this ONE occaision i went into formlesness +

void. I stress Once only did i ever enter into this exp' of void. But as i said it is

basic + fundamental to me as a self, an experiencer.
Not to hold on to any experiences whatsoever is to me, ultimately, viod + the

evaporation or 'dissapearance' in 'suspension' or 'negation' of the experiencing

principle (or self) itself. Nonself, nonbeing.no experience.
I do not practice other forms of meditation as this dissociation i have always

intuitively used has been most benificial to me, but thank u for ur video + i will

look at it sometime. I do not even try + meditate on void .
respectfully paul.


Hi ngodngam,
thank u 4 ur most interesting reply, i am not sure of some of the terms u

have used but i will look them up + reply asap .respectfully paul.