[fluistulkn]

Conflicting emotions sums up how I came to understand the results obtained from chasing desires in the search of happiness - even when able to focus on the moment like a child does, without right view of desire, rather than finding peace and serenity one is more likely to end up having a temper tantrum in the moment. Any fear that practice has shown me was already there; denied or hidden maybe, but driving me never the less.