[Cogebrego]

I have bipoler disorder witch i belive is a conditions that has devoleped so the world can get away with
playing the came .I have tried my best to get back to some sort of realty in the past three years by
becoming a Budhist . Yet there allways seems to one rule for me and a differnt rule for everyone
else .It is like my life is fixed and i hate it .It is like being in a prison without walls .If i can find love it is no
longer a prison .I do not want to escape you can not run away from your problems you have
to solve them some how .But this problem was self imposed from the begining of time and it is not
about good or evil it is about love the greatest gift god can give .