Every faith says good things. Rule and laws i try to live by .But the world sets it,s own rules witch stops me the one true perfection wicth is real love .The only good thing i have in my life is music and my pet cat . To me my only hope in obtaining truth and perfection is with the power of music . Beyond that there is no hope and love .To want to escape from life is to have a life that is meaningless .I do feel like my life is fixed but with my love for music and my hope fore love life may still count for something .Have you ever herd of sods law it where you made to live a life where everthing that can go wrong does go wrong . It seems to me that the worst sin you can comit is to disire real love .No wonder i am a sucker for punishment.