[NanoGordeno]

Ok Daz, I know you said not to focus on it too much, but its been going on for over 24 hours now, I suspect that the internal dialogue I'm experiencing may be that of a person without a mental health problem, but I've been pretty crazy since childhood in one way or another so I don't have anything to compare it to. My mind keeps wanting to spin out into "Schizo" mode its usual riot of emotional instability, fear and anxiety but it just won't happen, its slipped there once or twice but its come back. Normally I'm very ill after waking up but it didn't happen this morning. My cold has nearly gone so with some luck I will be able to get back on the cushion in the next couple of days.