I had to have a little giggle about me not being a beginner thanks for the compliment but even though I have been getting teachings offline etc I still consider myself a beginner. There is still so much I dont 'get' about many things and sometimes I dont feel confident to ask questions when i'm at teachings because there are so many people who seem to know so much and I feel like a dummy in comparison. This is why I enjoy this website so much and there isn't one person here that has made me feel silly for asking questions.